Well you see some one who clams to be my sister me and her are fighting she should know about me. . . Not push me away maybe every now and then I need some one to confert me not yell at me not say 'I hate you' Maybe she won't even understand when ever she is near her bf she ingores every thing esle~ It hurts when You just got bumped and she is kissing her bf infront of me I just feel like I can Disappire no one whould care my old friends who say 'I'll never leave you' Fucking lied!!!

And on a Second note I HATE twilight Well I just hate it so don't ask of my opeoin of it cuz Vampire never sparke that makes them gay, And it reminds me of the move Drity Dancing witch is about a40 year old who got a 16 girl and the did it. . . I mean those vampires go out all the time whould some one notice they never aged? I mean come on If someone meet them when they where 12 and saw them again at the age of 40 and never saw them age he whould think 'wait he hasn't aged? Maybe he is not human' Most real Vampires have to hide so there secret is not reviled.

Well I'm losing my cell next week I Don't even think People will read this but to the few that do thanks for making me feel abit alive but I got a new person who is helping me with the feeling of the shadows around me.

Well I Am leaving DA I am just a shadow and I will post poem's but thats probly it.

I look for some hope in every face that has a vacant stare

The shadows come but no one seems to care

The darkness floods every light that promised change

She passed sound asleep when the blood is stain the blood is pain

Somewhere I know that im not all alone

This painted breath I hone

My lungs want to explode

.... bye now

well I ish be moving to glenco so..... Bye if you want to talk or n eed me text or e-mail me...

well I guess I have things to say to people 1st To those who said "I love you and I will stay by your side" That all bull shit why? Why should I believe people who don't do what they promise.... ell I'm the one to talk I can't even protect myself or promises 2nd No one needs me on DA people say they do but most the time they don't..... I guess I can walk into darkness no one needs me here if you do text call or e-mail and you should now my e-mail and number